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Name: Katherine Birthday: 3/26/1987 Gender: Female
Interests: I'm interested in WW2...playing tennis with friends...playing on my computer...watching TV...i can't think of anything else Expertise: i guess playing tennis...and i'm an expert channel changer!!LOL Industry: Government
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Member Since:
6/7/2004
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| i don't think anyone actually reads this any more.. but whatever. little update... my roommate moved out to a house off campus and i have the room all to myself. it's nice. we left on good terms so it's all good. spring break was a bit of a let down.... especially my birthday. it was perhaps the most retarded b-day ever. from people being too busy to get together, to people forgetting it was actually my birthday and dinner with my family is always retarded. my grandmother actually called me on my birthday to tell me that she forgot my birthday. oh well. i forgive her cuz i love her. lately i'm beginning to question who my true friends are. i thought i knew who they were but now i just don't know. they're just not there as much anymore. i know that they have their own lives and are busy... perhaps i am too demanding on their time. i can't be selfish. everything has changed this year. the people that i thought i could count on and talk to, i don't know if i really can anymore. i'm there for them, but they really aren't there for me.. or at least i feel like they aren't. i'm not in high school anymore so i guess i can't count on them anymore. i just thought that our bonds were stronger than this. it seems like i'm the only one who really cares. i have to call everyone, and organize everything so that we can get together... and then i feel like half the time they only do it because they feel they have to. | | |
| ok... i'm so freaking close to moving out of this hell hole of a room and getting away from my f***ed up, not respectful AT ALL roommate!!! BUT i'm stuck in the system! Phil, the RD, wants me to do this meeting thing, with our RA where we both explain what's going on and how we can fix it. well it's gonna be totally retarded cuz she's just gonna blaim everything on me like she always does. i can take responsibility for what i've done, but she CAN'T! she will never change! she's a USER and totally one sided.. people like her NEVER CHANGE! when phil told me that i seriously almost started crying right there... we were supposed to have the meeting thing last night but that didn't happen. maybe today.. but i doubt it cuz i can hardly ever find my RA and my dumbass roommate is never here! if this shit doesn't get done by monday i'm going back to phil and telling him he needs to pull me out NOW! i'm so sick of this shit! and to top all of this off.. she's turned my suitmates against me and the last couple weeks they've been like spying on me. UGH! | | |
| ah fuck! i am so lost now! | | |
| Ok well i'm in my 6th week here at Western. Everything is getting better in a slug like pace.. me being so blah/bored more than half the time isn't helping. i feel so anti-social here. the ugly weather doesn't help much. classes and everything are going good. i think i'll do ok with my gpa this quarter... but finals could screw me over. i'm not stressed about school yet.. not even for midterms. but come finals i'm gonna be so stressed! but i am lacking socially. i guess i'm just taking everything in strides. it gets really lonely at times...like right now... all i have to look out on is the tree that covers pretty much any view i would have out of the window. maybe i'm just waiting for things to happen instead of going for them.
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't' care how you do it
Just stay with me (stay with me)
I've made this whole world shine for you
Just stay (stay with me), stay
Come on
I'm still waiting for you
diana saved my brother... who's gonna save me? | | |
| someone is gonna get their ass kicked tonight! my roommate was laying with some dude that i don't even know ON MY BED with the lights off!!! yes they were watching a movie.. but still. the look on her face when i walked in.. omfg such guilt! it was like damn i just got caught! hell yea you did! i know this shit is gonna get worse! she has condoms.. i stepped on one! you don't bring them unless you think you're gonna use them! i don't know why they couldn't have gone on her bed.. it's just one up from mine!!!!! she's a freakin hussy!!! i'm so pissed of right now. things like this are never ok! she didn't even tell me that he was coming over.. she's always having random guys come over in the room that i don't even know. i don't think i'm being unreasonable here... if i am then i don't give a shit! i'm gonna go talk to my RA as soon as she gets back. things were kind of starting to get better and then she pulls this shit! damn.. someone is gonna get bitched out tonight! | | |
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